Teachers.
They are our knights of the shining armour
the direction to inevitable success
the light in the dark
the sun on gloomy days
the guardian angels
the compass that leads the way
the air that we breathe.

Teachers.
Without them, we will not be who we are today;
we will not be able to tell what's right or wrong
we will not learn the virtues of life
we will not be motivated
we will not be disciplined
and most of all,
we will not learn ANYTHING.

all my teachers who have taught me since sec1:

Miss Goh Xiaowei, I'm sorry for what I've done.
Mdm Mandy Pan, thank you for punishing those who had forgotten to bring their home econs stuff because if it wasnt for that, we would have been a bunch of lazybums.
Mr Daniel Chua, I'm sorry i hate Science so much that i always fell asleep during your lessons.
Mr Joseph Goh, i love you DnT lessons

Ms Kaur, maybe i dreaded history lessons before, but after having you as my sec2 form teacher has changed my perception so much. Extremely lovable teacher!
Cikgu Fahreezan and Cikgu Maslin, thank you for all that you'be taught me! (:
Mrs Gloria Zahri, i miss having Literature lessons!

Ms Florence Chang, thank you for the contant reminders that we have to work really hard. (:
Ms Viviann Tan, thank you for being so patient. I think you are the best Math teacher i ever had, because you are the only math teacher i have in secondary school. (if u exclude ms goh xw tt is)
Mr Naufal, i'm deeply touched by all your motivation. Thank you for believing in us.
Cikgu Cheah CC, your jokes are untolerable. On a serious note, i think you have made an impact to all our lives.
Mrs Rachel Lee, the most bubbly teacher I've known. Your smile makes everyone's day.
Ms Sarah Paul, you're a GREAT teacher! (:
Ms Loo ZM, i really appreciate what you have taught me.
Mr Nair, keep up your witty but nonsensical jokes!
Mr Ramesh, thank you for staying back WITH us till very late every Thursday!
Mr Tang, thank you for making me like physics. (:

Alright, maybe i didnt mention some of the teachers i had when i was in sec 1 and 2.
that's fairly because i was too ignorant to care what the teachers are here for.
i feel like i begin to appreciate them more during my last year in Orchid Park.
it is only then that i feel motivated and aspired to become somebody.
It is only in sec4 that i feel how impactful a teacher can be,
and how great the difference he/she made to my life.

So to all teachers, HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY!













on a less formal note,
went last minute shopping with huda and royston just now.
for what?
secret...
hah, just kidding!

It's my BEST FRIEND'S birthday tomorrow!
dah besar die...
finally sixteen!
hahah.
so, NURHAYATI BTE ASHAH, HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN!!
MWAAAAAAAAAAH!



royston chiam said something about what we want to be when we grow up.
i said something like a doctor or a teacher.
and he said this "eeeh, imagine if you have to check your friends!"
hearing that, my imagine went haywire.
it is true, what if i become a doctor, and i have to do checkups for my OWN FRIENDS!
and then ill go like "ROYSTON, can u please give me a sample of your semen so that i test whether your impotent or not!"
that's not meant to be an insult la ok.
example only.
hahah
and i dont know how to check if someone is infertile or not.
HAH. duh!


alright, i feel so sick now.
developed runny nose while doing SS just now.
oh well, GOOD NIGHT!

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ameera send this to me last night
i just cant get enough of it!
i hope u dont mind me putting it here, ameera!
hahah

oh, and nasuha, CONGRATS ON UR EXCELLENT O LVL RESULTS!
nak present ape??
HAHAH.

next up will be ME. :S:S:S:S

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i don't geddit.
why do i get blamed for helping?!
that is so unappreciative of YOU.

i am not going to mention names, SCHOOL, or whatever personal particulars but...

GAH.
ive lost mood to type it out.

i just wanna say that i KNOW what i'm doing, i KNOW what i did is RIGHT,
DON'T QUESTION ME,
DON'T ACCUSE ME,
DON'T WORRY FOR NOTHING,
and
DON'T FEEL GUILTY FOR SOMETHING THAT YOU SHOULDNT BE GUILTY ABOUT!

now, anyone thinks poking each others' chests is a proper PE ACTIVITY?
no, this didnt happen in ORCHID PARK SECONDARY SCHOOL LA, DUH.
all i did was lodge a complaint to the school in convenience of many innocent children who might have felt that poking each others' chests is offensive and immoral.
what do u get from that?
AROUSED?
who will feel aroused?
the pupils or teacher?

gosh what a lousy activity if you ask me.
so am i wrong to actually TELL the principal of the school what his school teacher did?!

you know what, i dont wish to elaborate anymore.
i am frustrated lah ok.














i dropped a bottle of iodine solution in the bio lab just now.
it was purely an accident.
hah.

i am so scared out of my wits for o lvls la.
the fact that i havent been studying much.
WHY?!
what happened to who i used to be before MID YRS?!
GAHHHHH.

the nearer it is, the lazier i become.
i dont wish to let this continue.
i HAVE to do well.
i HAVE TO.
i NEED TO.




i WANT to.

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Today is my grandmother's birthday!
so,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NENEK!



we had a mini celebration...
that means lots and lots of food.
that means i ate A LOT.
sigh




NAWFAL!!




the irritating girl - adeela.
hahah


US ALL. wheee~!

oh yah, that was taken by my new camera that i'm not supposed to bring to school...
so...yeah.
that's about it.

gotta resume STUDYING - i hope.
i hate the feeling of sleepiness.
GAH.

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23 more days till PRELIMS.
i HAVE started revising, but have YET to finish.
HOW?!!

my dreams have been so weird these days.
it's just to weird dreaming about me being with someone whom ive never really think about.
and i felt so weird the next day in school because the dreams seemed so REAL.

i also dreamt that munirah adopted THREE babies and she received them in boxes!
HAHAHAH
oh and i dreamt that hayati was angry at me so she didnt go for tuition.

what's up with the dreams man..
theyre freakingly weiiiird.
plus, the scene of the dream is in school.
have i been thinking too much about school?
it seems like i spend most of my time in school, so perhaps that's why.

last night, i fell asleep on my carpet after revising physics.
and at 4.11AM exactly, i WOKE UP...
to study!
hehe
i cant remember what i dream of last night though.
maybe that's what happens when i sleep on the carpet.
harhar.

you know what, my computer is spoilt.
the one that i always use.
so right now, i'm using my brother's comp..
i mean, the computer in my brother's room.
my wish came true...
i had wished that the computer outside would be spoilt! hahah
but at least not so sooon..
my valuable SONGS and PHOTOS.
:'(
oh well.

i'm gonna pray, eat, drink THOSE BITTER GREEN TEA, study, study, study, sleep and then study.

HAH.

i HOPE.

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i have a splitting headache right now.
probably because i have not fasted for a long time.
yeah, i am fasting today...
after i break fast, ill be left with TWO more days to pay back.
woohoo!

just about 1 hour 20 minutes till break fast.
heehee.

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well, royston said i didnt blog about him.
and he felt so alien to my blog...
so now i am going to mention ROYSTON CHIAM KIAT LIN.

i woke him up from his sleep because i called him to ask for his results.
i couldnt find him after school, so it's the least i could do.

speaking of results, i got a B3 for my MT and Distinction for Oral.
it was OKAY only.
i think i am going to retake.
nonetheless, i am still thankful for my results.

30 days to prelims.
ive yet to complete ANY form of revision (i think) except for some amath topics because of the self-assessment tests ms tan gives frequently.. (:

i am really scared to know what will happen in the future...
i kinda miss praying with the big P and all. (some of you might not get this but..)

right, ok.
nothing much to talk about.

oh yeah, i have been learning how to speak MANDARIN.

mei yi ci he ni fen kai, shen shen de bei ni da bai.....

actually i dunno what that means but i LOVE the song la. hahah

lao tai po wan chou!
old hag plays cheat?

does that even make sense. hahah
so random.


okla... wo yao qu offline.
dunno if correct spelling.

byyyyyeeee

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why am i updating?
because i'm tired.
okayyy blame everything on tiredness, madhiah...

i slept a full one hour with my head on the table and my legs crossed while doing my amath homework.
i woke up with leg cramps.

i had tuition just now.
everyone was not focussed just now so mr khai ended the lesson earlier and we were forced to write out what we were thinking.
let me extract some scenes that happened.

this was what happened...
(with some parts exaggerated and some parts missing. sorry lah i dont have a good memory)

mr khai: math paper was very well done! SOMEONE got as high as 87%!! *looks at me*
me: wahhh.... *acting*
mr khai: ok madhiah you got 87%
me: OH MY GOD! REAAALLY?! *bad acting skills*
mr khai: ehh.. that's so fake, some people failed ok!

moments later..

syafiqah: mr khai! the paper is supposed to be over 60!
mr khai: what? really? can all of you check?
me: OH NOO!!!

so i didnt get 87%...
i got a 72.5%...
OH WELL.
false hopes.

ok ok another scene.

hayati and i were studying social studies while the rest were writing their thoughts.
mr khai: hmm.. social studies is it?
hayati and i: ya
mr khai: chapter 7?
me: how you know?!!?
mr khai: dont underestimate a bio teacher okay...

like, oookayyy.......
hah.

entries are boring without pictures huh?
well at least it is, to me...
so because of that, let me insert some OLD pictures to this entry since i cant have a new one.
DEPRESSING.

presenting... my LATE camera.









SIGH.
goodbye.

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how do you like the new song on my blog??
i know Benjamin hates blogs with songs.
he claims that he reads my blog but he NEVER tagged!
haha.

anyway, i like Muse now laaaaaaa.
my brother and i are planning to share money to buy their latest album.
but ridhwan said their older album seems better.
hmmm?

THE stress can finally be felt.
and i just HAD to go jogging just now because i felt tired.
yeah i went jogging because i'm TIRED.
to me, when i jog in the evening, i get more refreshed.
because i could feel blood rushing up to my face or brain or whatever.
hah.

right now i feel 'stressed' because i know i tonnes of homework to be done
especially since next week's gonna be a short week!

can i just list down what i have i complete?
yes i can, because this is my blog and i can do whatever i want.(not really)

• Amath ME 24
• Emath TYS Unit 5
• Emath practice paper
• EL compre
• EL vocab bk
• EL worksheet
• Study for SS test
• complete ALL the Physics ws that ive YET to complete
• finish up chem tys
• chem worksheet

hmm i feel like there's some more..
but im not sure what...
oh well, that is STILL a LOT right?
i think Afifah is somewhere in Johore or Singapore...and she's staying till THURSDAY!

National Day is coming up!
i wonder how my school is going to celebrate it.
we had no racial harmony day celebration...
there is not news about any OP Bazaar of any sort...
there is no OP Idol...
no celebration for youth day. (harhar)
something that we will celebrate dutifully every year would be teachers' day.

actually, the sole purpose of me updating this blog now is to inform whoever is reading about the song ive just put up.

TIME IS RUNNING OUT by MUSE

that's it. yeah. ok. bye.

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